Materials Girl: End of the beginning

[Posted on behalf of Materials Girl]

Just a few months ago, I was floundering to bring my projects to a reasonable stopping point and unify them into a coherent story (aka: my dissertation). The postdoc in our research group assured me that any self-perceived lack of direction and internal bursts of sheer panic were normal, while our sole PhD alumnus offered advice and described his similar tribulations on the road to graduation. YKW (my advisor) was perpetually ‘busy’ and stuck to his ‘hands off’ strategy, leaving me to forge my own path (and procure my own funding). More than once, I felt completely and utterly lost.

However, only one option existed. Nothing was going to keep me from earning my doctorate, so I pushed past the bouts of fear, anxiety, doubt, anger, and hopelessness. Even when the path was unclear, I set deadlines, sat down, and forced myself to crank out manuscripts. Although half of my projects ended up excluded from the dissertation, I made something out of what previously felt like nothing. I wrote frantically, I set my defense for April 1st (no joke), I made slides like a madwoman, and I finished.

And so, everything now ends, and begins – it is the end of my journey as a graduate student, and the beginning of a real career. Baby steps are still in order, to avoid freaking out about real life and my future. (Do people really know what they want to be when they grow up? At age 27, I’m still wondering). The next step is a postdoc position, which has been waiting for me since last fall and helped motivate the rapid progression toward finishing my PhD. I’ve moved out of sunny SoCal and joined the chemistry department of a small, STEM-focused school that works closely with one of the national labs. Time to return to my roots! Materials are still the basis for my research, but it’s refreshing to be back in an environment where, say, people know what NMR is or think that o-chem is actually fun – not a dreaded undergraduate requisite.

The future is no clearer to me, but it is brighter (and significantly snowier!). Call me Dr. MG. The journey wasn’t impossible after all.

Elements of Stockholm

The illustration in the holmium In Your Element article deserves a little explanation of its contents, hence this blog post, an extended figure caption for the article.

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{credit}Illustration by Emma Karlsson{/credit}

Per Teodor Cleve (1840-1905) suggested Stockholm as the namesake for his newly discovered element in 1879 because the Stockholm area “contains minerals rich in yttria” (ref. 1) — minerals containing yttria are a source of many rare earth elements, including holmium. Stockholm was also Cleve’s hometown, and as we noted in the IYE essay, already quite rich in chemistry history. Some other reasons that Cleve might have cited are the subjects of the illustration, with an emphasis on Stockholm-related element discoveries.

The raven — Korpen pharmacy

The raven refers to Korpen (the raven) pharmacy, located in the old town of Stockholm. This pharmacy was founded in 1674 by Jurgen Brandt, a German immigrant to Sweden. Coincidentally, Jurgen Brandt was the father of Georg Brandt (1694-1768), the first Swede to discover a chemical element (cobalt). The apothecary was at first called Örnen (the eagle) apothecary, but after being unsuccessful in its first location south of central Stockholm, the pharmacy was moved within a few years to the old town (Gamla stan); there it also received its present name, Korpen.

In 1768, Carl Wilhelm Scheele (1742-1786) moved to Stockholm and worked at Korpen for a time. Dissatisfied with his career progress in Stockholm, he moved to Uppsala, where he came in contact some of the more important chemists of the time… and where he discovered oxygen. Today, another pharmacy in Stockholm is named for Scheele.

“STOCKHoLM” façade — Ugglan pharmacy

Pharmacies continued to be prime places for Swedish chemists to work in the 19th century; at Stockholm’s Ugglan (the owl) pharmacy a young Carl Gustaf Mosander (1797-1858) was apprenticed. Mosander later went on to work at the Swedish Museum of Natural History in Stockholm. While at the museum he discovered of the elements lanthanum, terbium, and erbium. In the drawing, the façade with false columns and the word STOCKHoLM — with holmium’s symbol highlighted — are modelled after present-day front of Ugglan pharmacy (the actual sign reads “APOTEKET UGGLAN.”).

Portrait in window — Berzelius

The portrait in the shop window is Jöns Jacob Berzelius (1779-1848), perhaps the most famous Swedish chemist of all time, whose work was vital in the discoveries of cerium, selenium, silicon, zirconium, and thorium. (Berzelius is not always credited was discovering zirconium: he was the first to obtain zirconium metal, but its existence had been suggested decades earlier by Martin Klaproth.) Berzelius and his students combined to contribute to the discoveries of 10 elements (ref. 2).

Dynamite — Alfred Nobel

The fuse and dynamite bundle refers, of course, to the late 19th century industrial chemist, Alfred Nobel (1833-1896). Nobel patented dynamite in 1867, and had factories near Stockholm. Nobel’s namesake element, nobelium, was the most recent element discovery to be claimed by Stockholm scientists (ref. 3); though the name stuck, the discovery credit did not (ref. 4).

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Brett F. Thornton is in the Department of Geological Sciences, and Bolin Centre for Climate Research, Stockholm University, 106 91 Stockholm, Sweden.

Emma S. Karlsson is in the Department of Analytical Chemistry and Environmental Science, and the Bolin Centre for Climate Research, Stockholm University, 106 91 Stockholm, Sweden.

Shawn C. Burdette is in the Department of Chemistry and Biochemistry, Worcester Polytechnic Institute, Worcester, Massachusetts, 01609-2280, USA.

References

1. Cleve, P. T. Sur deux nouveaux éléments dans l’erbine. Comptes Rendus Hebdomadaires Des Seances De L Academie Des Sciences 89, 478–480 (1879).
2. Trofast, J. Berzelius’ Discovery of Selenium. Chemistry International 33, 16–19 (2011).
3. Fields, P. R. et al. Production of the new element 102. Physical Review 107, 1460–1462, doi:10.1103/PhysRev.107.1460 (1957).
4. Thornton, B. F. & Burdette, S. C. Nobelium non-believers. Nature Chemistry 6, 652–652, doi:10.1038/nchem.1979 (2014).

Blogroll: Those who left

Editor’s note: As we continue to invite bloggers out there in the wild to compose our monthly Blogroll column, Brandon Findlay returns to pen the June 2015 column.

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What happens to students who leave graduate school without defending?

Continuing a conversation from years past, Vinylogous and Chemjobber have revisited the strain that graduate school can place on mental health. Now further into graduate school, Vinylogous has had some dark days — with a multi-month project in ashes and friends outside of academia doing better with less effort, he even prepared a farewell speech. Rather than deliver it, he stepped back and examined the future benefits of a PhD, and the opportunity costs. Working with his supervisor, he then made changes to foster sustained health and productivity.

Some readers may have found themselves in a similar situation, and know the solution is not always the same. Chemjobber requested feedback and posted the responses under the label ‘I quit grad school in chemistry‘. For some it took years for their love of science to return, but many have found fulfilling outlets for their skills, whether as adjuncts in smaller centres or from lucrative careers in industry that started earlier than expected. One, LB, even returned to graduate school, finding more success in economics than chemistry.

The factors behind each respondent’s departure vary in details, but often stem from either a mismatch in interest or skill-set, or a toxic work environment. Each entered graduate school as an adult, responsible for their own decisions, but the effects of PIs not experienced in — or poorly suited to — management are obvious. With new reports from those who left continuing to be posted, Tehshik Yoon has called for experiences from successful graduates. If you have a story to tell, let the world know.

Written by Brandon Findlay, who blogs at https://chemtips.wordpress.com and tweets as @chemtips.

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[As mentioned in this post, we’re posting the monthly blogroll column here on the Sceptical Chymist. This is the June 2015 article]